A BTR story i got pregnat but who is the father?

tears everywhere

I blushed and felt nervous

I came to see you and the guys because I need your help boys I really do I said talking shyly looking down at the ground

C: you can always count on us what happened he said worried

I escaped from my house because my parents always fight and my dad comes drunk to the house so my mom obviously gets mad with him and she puts all her anger of him on me and slaps and hits me so I cant take it anymore I’ve been bullied a lot since elementary school you and the guys make me feel better but I was just waiting until I got older so I

could fly and see you guys because if I don’t worst things would have happened

I said almost crying I had a knot tied in my throat all these tears just wanted to drown me

Like what? Carlos asked even more worried

I wanted to commit suicide because I feel worthless and not loved by my mom most of the time

Don’t worry you have us and the boys here on earth stay cutie pie Carlos said crying

Its ok sweet heart he said hugging me

Are you staying somewhere? Carlos asked

Yea I rented a small apartment and I just don’t have a job right now to pay all my needs I said sad

Don’t worry me and the guys will help you Carlos said smiling with still tears on his eyes

I have something else to tell you I said nervously

Its ok you can tell me Carlos said waiting for me to talk

When  I get depressed I cut and I have big wounds left I scratch my skin, pull my hair and hit myself when im sad so I wont cry red blood dots appear on my skin I do that at school I said already crying

I showed him my cuts that were still open and bruises I just did days ago

Carlos started crying as I showed him my wounds his eyes filled with tears he couldn’t see and didn’t want to look anymore he was really sad and worried

Now I know why you were wearing a hoddie in a really hot day here im really sorry I wish me and the boys would have been there to save you from doing all those things that shouldn’t exist Carlos said wiping his tears away

I cried even more when I saw him crying I really couldn’t help it

Wanna go get luch? Carlos asked

Yea of course I said teary-eyed

Im sorry I made you cry I didn’t mean to I said

Its ok Alissa he said feeling better

Do you have a boyfriend Carlso asked

Nope I don’t but I have read all those stories about kissing their girlfriends scars and guys breaking up with them because all of the scars I said rushed

Aww Carlos added

·         After lunch

Do you want to hangout with me and the boys Carlos asked

Sure and Carlos do you want me to tell them who I am then my story? I said shyly

Yea of course the boys would love to hear your story and help you in everything we can he said politely

That’s awesome I said nicely

On our way with the guys we both Carlos called a taxi and we were silent most of the time there he left his car that day