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Just get your life together, plz thnxI tapped my pen against my notepad and looked up in thought. The end of my freshman year at Creen College was approaching faster than anticipated, and until two hours ago, I still had no idea what career field I was interested in. There were groans, huffs, and near tears, until I finally called my boyfriend asking for advice. He told me to make a list and take things one by one, to try not stress about the whole world in this one moment. Taking his advice, I started researching commonly desired internship skills, and slowly, the rock in my stomach lifted. I had a plan. Because with less than eight hours before I needed to register for my sophomore classes, I didn't have time or money to waste on a class that I didn't think I would benefit from in the long run.
Now I sit here on my bed encircled by my blankets and contemplating what skills I thought might be necessary for a career in publishing or editing. I recently declared an English major, but I hoped to add Creative Writing to the list soon. Sadly, I didn't think I could realistically have a solid income by simply writing books - at least not right away, and it was always good to be prepared.
I looked at the clock and saw that I have officially been on this same business for the past three hours. With a sigh of relief at my progress, I jotted down my final decision on my next classes and carefully dropped my notebook and papers to the floor. I put my pen down and laid back against my cool pillows. I pulled the blankets to my chest and propped my laptop against my knees.
I opened up my messenger with my boyfriend and quietly began to type.
Hey Jeremy are you still awake?? I register tomorrow at 7, wanna get breakfast after? (:
The message sent with its familiar "swoosh" and I closed my eyes, waiting for a response.
"Are you done?" asked my roommate Nicole from across the room. I looked around my knees at her and nodded my head.
"Yeah, sorry that took me so long." I laid back down. "Trying to figure out your whole life at 1AM is a bit stressful."
She laughed. "It's totally fine. That was me last night." I heard the click of the light switch, and darkness blanketed the room.
"The perks of procrastination," I said into the dark room, watching the lingering glow of light dissipate.
"Exactly," she responded, her voice quiet. I felt the pull of sleep start to fill my body, and after one last check on my empty messenger, I turned off my laptop. When the hum of the motor finally quit, I shut the screen and set it carefully down on my dresser next to my bed.
I rolled over on my side with my blankets pulled up to my neck and thought about home. I thought about the nights I would sleep in my parents' room and wake up the next morning to the soft glow of the sun soaking the room in its rays. I thought about my parents and how I was ready to go home after weeks of not seeing them.
I also thought about Jeremy, the sweet boy with the golden brown hair and a kind smile. I heard his goofy laugh in my head and saw his crooked smile. A small grin fell upon my lips.
I found unconditional love in him. My smile turned with a slow ache. I finally found unconditional love, but where was the soaring urgency in my soul to be with him also? A deep guilt settled in my chest because I knew I loved him, but I also knew it was hard to love him.
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White Dress (COMPLETE)
Short StoryLike the heat of a summer sun, Chloe set Lisa's heart ablaze. All it took was a cafe named Lilacs and a lacy white dress. ~ Entered in the 2017 Watty awards!! #watty2017