Sorry seems to be the hardest word [ Zayn Malik Love Story ]

Chapter I - The beginning

I woke up in this morning in a great mood and ready for a new sunny day . My boyfriend , Jake,and I are going to go in the park to do something different today because usually we stay home and do something boring like watching movies or something like this ..

I skipped breakfast and tried to be ready in time . I put my makeup and my clothes on and went downstairs where I found mommy looking at me surprised 

" Going somewhere miss ? " Her big shiny eyes glanced on my outfit " You didn't take breakfast" 

" Sorry , I'm in a big rush . Going to see Jakeeee . Talk to you later " I went toward the door distracting my mom and slammed it behind me 

Jake is my first love and best friend since I was 4 . He understands me but we're so different . I mean , I'm that kind of girl who believes in fairytales and kinda naive sometimes and he's the type of rough guy who's able to protect anyone .

I felt something from the beginning , but I think I've never been brave enough to express my feelings for him . What a cliché , huh ?  + he has everything I love on a guy : he's a daydreamer just like me , so we are fit and we've been together for a long time . And his dark hair reveals the blue eyes , his innocence and sensitive side of a romantic guitarist . I don't know what I'd do without him .. But leaving introduction and details .. -->

* Central Park *

Ok , he made me wait . He never does . It's 2:45PM and we were supposed to meet at 2:30PM . I finally saw him coming with a nervous figure on his face 

"Hello baby , we're going ?" I said with an enthusiastic tone

" Yes , c'mon"

" You know .. Some of my friends said they heard we've broken up . Why would they say that ? "

" Just rumors . You know how they are " 

"Yup .. But I don't find any reasons " He stayed without saying anything so I broke the silence "What's wrong babe ? Why you so quiet ?" 

"No , nothing . Can we go home ? " He said with his typical harshly voice

" Ok .. " I said confused thinking that he's using this voice only when he's upset .Anyway , he drove me home like always

"See ya tomorrow ?"

"Ok ."  Oh , this is really .. What happened ? He didn't even kiss me

After a few hours of staying home I realized that his keys are in my bag .. So I decided to go at his place to bring them to him but it was just an excuse , I wanted to see him , to see what happened , and I had a ' great ' surprise to see him with another girl in front of his house , kissing . I was totally mesmerized and I couldn't contain all these feels so I left . When I arrived in the lobby of my house I started to cry . My mom saw me and wondered what happened but she knew I won't talk . 

I am not a little girl , so promise you won't hide it .. Roll as it comes , don't you try to disguise it ! Reality is crashing it and it hits me like a broken glass.. Is  like my entire life just gone really really fast . Like a melting cloud , I will cry out for you , like an empty room ..

I heard the door opening and saw my mother entering

"I know you don’t wanna talk , but now or later you’ll need to .. " My mom was the only person on this world wherewith I could talk about anything so I told her what I've seen at Jake's place