My Darkness

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When the clouds of misery covered the sun

I didn't try to make the run

I didn't know the reasons to make it end

Darkness became my secret friend

I loved the cocoon I made

It was my secret safe place

I didn't know why nothing made me happy

Instead I seek-ed out the reasons to stay unhappy

I ignored the small rays of hope

In the wait of my miracle sunshine

My longing for my past and my expectations of the future

Messed my then present, only to later realize

How much I wasted my time!

I wish I could have slapped some sense in me

I wish I could have ended that misery in  time...

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You know you have reached that point when happy people start bothering you more than sad people. The uneasiness happiness cause, and the fear it generates, is the time when you should realize that you are going the wrong way.

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