a wish for faith

thinking the thoughts 

that run throgh my head

words i dare not speak

things i wished i said

wanting to run

run from the pain

the pain that never goes away

it has no end

i wish i was gone

away from this world

but if i did

and if i was

what would my faith be

where would my life be

is life better here

or am i better off no where

i think i need some faith

its the only way to save me