In Between : Questioning Her Own Fate

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              When Joshua go , I accidentally bumped my head on our door because I'm thinking what was the reason why Clark did gave those perfume . " Hey , are you okay ."
Mom asked . " I'm okay , don't worry about me ." I replied .

               Then when everybody is asleep I decided to sneak out and go to Julie's house . Well Julie is my college cousin , she is single and a little boyish . I don't know if she's around 19 or 20 because she's 2nd year college and I don't know where is her school here in Manhattan  .

                Well she is very good to be a daughter and a  student . Uncle Nate has a leukemia so Julie is taking care of uncle Nate , her father .

                Their house is just close to ours . Actually it's just in our front . Their house is big , comfortable and they have a dog , a chow - chow named Seb short for Sebastian  .


                I just leave a note on top of the table . That I'm with Julie  .

                 Once I knocked they quickly opened the door  and I saw Julie behind the door .


                  "Sam , why are you doing here ." She said wondering why am I here .

               "Well I was just wondering if you could help me in choosing who I have to choose to stay ." I say in a soft voice .

                 "Ok come with me in my room , we'll talk about it . " She said while looking down on the floor .

                  Please read :

Narrator : When Sam go upstairs .
JulieSo what was the issue ?
Sam :  Huh ?
JulieWhat was the thing you wanna talk about ?
Sam :  Ah !
Narrator : Then she suddenly remembered
Sam :   By the way where's​ aunt Mia ?
Julie : Well she's in Australia
Sam : Ok
Julie :So what is it ?
Sam :  Well I have 2 friends that are boys and one of  'em is gonna study abroad next year​ .
Julie : Oh ! Is it Joshua and Cedric that we're talking about ?
Sam :  Yes...... No ! I don't know!
Julie : So what was your feeling about Cedric that he's gonna study in Germany.
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m : Wait ! How do you know that he's my friend that is gonna study in abroad ?
Julie : Because before he go to your house he first asked me if............. if .
Sam : What ? Tell me please .
Julie : That if saying his last greetings to you was the right thing to do .
Sam : What......... what ?
Narrator : Sam was confused and her heart was starting to ache .
Julie : I think you should go and ask him .
Sam : Who?
Julie : You know who .
Narrator : Then she started to run away and go to Cedric's​ house . And when she arrived she quickly grabbed the extra key burried in the big pot and opened​ the door and go straight to Cedric's room . She forcibly awake Cedric by shaking it hard until it opens its eyes
Cedric : Why are you here ? You should be sleeping it's already 2 in the morning .
Sam  : Why do you say your last goodbye ?
Cedric : Huh !
Narrator : He asked .
Cedric : Oh ! Right ! Well I was just trying to not let you get worried when I suddenly disappeared  .
Sam : But why ?
Cedric : ' Cause I love since the day we met at the library and I don't want you to get hurt .
Sam : Well you done it already .
Cedric : I'm so sorry if I did  .
Sam : I guessed this is the proper last meeting of us . I love you as a friend .
Narrator : But Sam's feeling for Cedric was so pure she couldn't decide if she's sure about the thing she do but she's sure about one thing , that her love for Cedric was unbreakable and pure . So she run

            But guys I think he's the most horrible thing I've done in my life . Well that line is reversible , you can reverse it if you want . But seriously I'm not a sweet girl I just want Joshua for my life because he's a good person but I never mentioned that I love him purely . I'm not this girl and Cedric change me for the first time we saw each other that I'm just grade 2 or 3 at that time . What a waste for Joshua 'cause he said to me earlier that he loved me .

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           Hey! Guys ! Thank you for supporting this story especially Felicity 300 , Dat1yvonneshipper and cezalliah for reading and giving your comments . Well by the way this is author EllieRas .
                                                                                         - EllieRas💟

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