Hate me now and forever.
That way when I go it wont hurt anybody.
Not that it would hurt anybody anyway.
I am worthless.
Always have been,
And always will be.
To end it all and relieve everyone.
Nobody ever cares about the quiet depressed one.
Went to a hospital.
Doubt they ever cared.
Just gave me meds and attempted to send me to group.
They just wanted the paycheck for taking care of the nut jobs.
It's better for everyone if I were dead.
Then I wouldnt bore them with my problems and issues.
Why do I have to be weak when it comes to ending?
Even my son would be better off without me.
I am the worst mother alive.
Someone please help me end it all.
