Why did I have to live this lonely life?
Final thoughts as I gripped the knife
Who will save me my soul bereft?
Will it be you; you’re all that’s left
Will you stay with me help me cope
Are you my savior, my final hope?
Will they notice when I am gone so long
Or will they still think there was nothing wrong
You should have been there to hear my call
Now it’s over, I must end it all
You who have ignored me all these years
You who would not dry my constant tears
I do not want to die, there is no doubt
So listen close when my soul cries out
Will you save me from my destitution?
When I am gone will you pay with retribution?
Can you now look me in the eye?
Tell me no, it’s not worth to die
Will you join me in death on your own?
Or must I force you as you have shown
When we die, will they judge me?
Will they blame you or find me guilty
It is not my fault, I did not choose
You picked the methods we must use
Now when I cut with the final slice
You have come to realize you paid the price
Was it worth it at this cost?
Sit and think another life lost
Do you feel angry are you upset?
Do you feel sorrow do you feel regret
It’s too late now to change the past
But look to the future to the next outcast
Hear him call and bring them near
So we can all together without fear
