Sad Love Story

STRANGER

We met unintentionally
I suddenly became so happy
You are the bestfriend of my close friend
Maybe you are the one God send.

Months passed and still you chose to stay
So I started to believe the phrase "Come what may!"
You showed me love the best way you can
And tried everything for you to be my man.

As times passed by I'm starting to fall
But I'm afraid to start again after all
So as of now, I'll choose being friends with you
Even if I already care the way you do.

It's the consequences that I'm scared to face
'Coz I'm afraid that maybe one of these days
You might suddenly walk out of my life
And realize that you still love your ex 'wife'.

Oh God, what have you given me?
He's not perfect but he makes me happy
He has a not-so-nice history
But will that matter to me?

Actually Yes, it matters
But despite that, I still want him to be my lover
Is he the one for me?
Or in my life, will I let him be?

My mind is full of questions and doubts
Yes or No answers came in and out
It's so hard to be in this situation
And disregard the people's opinion.

But in the end, it's my happiness that will matter
So will I start pretending to be a deaf forever?
Someday, I'll have the courage to fight for what I feel
When I am sure if this is really real.

A total stranger captivated my heart
As if cupids hit the center of the dart
You came just at the wrong time
But who knows someday, your world would permanently clash mine.

But no matter how hard I'll try to push this through
The situation is just too complicated for me and you
I just can't decide the right thing to do
'Coz I am just so damn happy when I am with you.

"Us against the world" and "Right love at the wrong time"
That's what you always say which I think were the wrong lines
I doubt if you were ever really true
'Coz trusting a stranger is really hard to do.

From the start, I know we're just meant to be apart
'Coz we both know that someone already stole our hearts
Yes, together we shared a lot of fun
But the things that were done, "were done".

I know our ending is not a happy ending
Maybe because we met at a wrong timing
Letting you in my life is like a dare
'Coz I know in the end, we'll be back again to being stranger.  

04.02.14