Its All About ME

Chapter 9

Here we go

Part 9

Swara's pov….

I was sitting outside the room of the hospital w8ing for my turn…. o god!!! I dont know why i m sitting here wen i know i cant live…. i hve to die soon….why i m wasting my tym….. i wss thinking all this wen my eyes fell on a couple who were sitting wid their child…… which made to remeber smething…..arghhh….
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Little Swara( imagine harshali malhotra)… was laying unconcious on the bed nd was murmering mama papa again nd again……
A lady sitting near her called Sumi…nd told her abt Swara's condition…..
Lady- Sumi g….Swara’s health is becoming worst…i think u need to cme soon
Sumi- oho…sujata g…she will get well soon….. bt this ceremony will nt happen again… i will be awarded in this i cant leave it… nd then i will cme to seee her……i dont have tym nw….bie
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I was having tears in my eyes thinking all this….. my parents never cared for me if i m dead or alive… the thing which they always cared was their businesss nd social relations….. wen i used to get fever i cried for my mother bt she was never their for me…. wen smeone teases me in skul i always want to tell that to my dad… whom i thought will protect me…bt nno he was busy roaming here nd there…. i never said to give them their whole tym to mee…bcz Sujata Aunty always said work is important…i know she is rigght bt was it more important than my life…my childhood…. i always craved for my pparents love…. wen i saw my friends parents on the annual functions…i always gets jealoused of themm…. after smetym i left thinking of all this..may be stop showing…i always behaved that i dont need their tym….bt inside only i know hw it feels….. after all this i dont get any courage to tell them abt my disease bcz i dont want them to think me as a burden on them….. so i left everyone…( she cries harder…😭😭😢😢)……
nd then Sanskar came… the one who understands me…the one wid whm i was able to share my every pain……
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Swasan were seen in a cabin….
Swara was shouting on Sanskar….for nt giving her tym..nd Sanskar was listening silently…😂😂…..
In rage she hit the table wid her hand hard….so her hand was cut bcz of wood nd blood started cming out…. Swara didnt realise it…bt Sanskar saw it…
He wss soo much concerned for her….
He stopped her for speaking nd made her sit on the couch nd brought first aid box from the draawer nd started cleaning the blood….his vision was all blurred wid the tears…
Sanskar- cant u be careful..??? See wat u have done this…?? Plz Swara dont do this ….i cant see u like this…u dont know hw much it hurts…if u angry take it out on me…bt not on u…???? ( by the tym he finished bandaging her…nd kissd her hand..)….
Swara was having tears of happiness in her eyes…. they kept staring at each other…..
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I dont have enough guts to tell Sanskar the reality….bcz he jst cant see minor scractch….wat will happen to him if he will get to know tht i m going to leave this world in few days….😢😢……
“Ms. Swara Bose ur turn next”… this words of the nurse broke my trance nd i left to the doctors cabin……

Swara’s pov ends…..
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Arghh….isnt it confusing…???? Swara wants to get her parents love which she never got….nd bt runs away from Sanskar's love which she get…
Parents love can never be compared wid anyone elses…. a baby cries in the lap of his mother bcz he knows that she is the only one who will never taunt him or get irritated bcz of his cries…. u know why… a father teaches to walk or to ride a bicycle….. nd his child learns it quickly widout any fears bcz he knows this is the safest way for him…he will be saved before falling..he will always be safe wid his parents…..bt Swara never get that… either her parents work for her.. bt stilll jst a hug by parents can cure every wound….
On the other side her Sanskar…. whom she loves infinitely…. she knows he will be there in her every situation…bt she cant see him tensed or feel pain bcz of her……
Actually the situation she is struck is itself confusing which snatched her ability to think….😢😢..
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Sanskar’s pov

I was living like a dead body for last four days….
My mind stopped working and always thought of the betrayal given by Swara to mee…. i always kept on thinking wat was wrong in our relation…hw can this happen….??? Chah kr bhi i was nt able to blame Swara …i dont know wat was stopping me…. my heart still says that she is doing this alll in sort of pressure….
O shit shit shit….!!!!! I m the biggest fool…. hw cud i jst forget it….that she married that rohan that bastard….. 😡😡….. this all is done by him…..
First of all i need to find out why Swara does this…???? I m such a fool…huhhhh…..
Then i dialled Swara number…i dont know why i did this…??? Wen i know she will nt pick it up…. if she is under pressure…i was abt to cut it after a long ring… bt i heard a voice from other side….
“HELLO” a lady says bt she is nt Swara… wat is happenning….. bt still i calmed myself nd talked in hope if i will get smething to know….
“Hey is this Swara Bose's phone…” i replied….actually i dont know wat i replied exactly.. my heart was thumping hard at that tym….
” hmm…yeah i think so bt she is in doctors cabin..nd she forget her phone out…” was her reply… I didnt payed any heed to the whole sentence except she is in doctors cabin…. wat the hell is she doing there….the thing which i thought….
” doctors cabin..??? Why..??? Where is she..??? Is she fine…” i shoot her wid various questions…
” relax sir relax…this hospital is in us…nd she is suffering from cancer…..hospital xyz…” i dont know wat happened to me after that…i sat down in a thud….
Tears came out of my eyes…i threw the phone nd it broke down into pieces….. she is suffering from cancer….😲😲😲…. i was nt able to believe…. i jst messed up my whole room….threw everything here nd there…. nd atlast sat on the floor near the bed crying….
why Swara why…??? Why u did this…??? Dont u feel i shud know this..??? U were feeeling the whole pain together….who gave u this right….??? Saying this i threw the bedsheet away…nd was crying……
Nooo…i will nt cry….no why i m crying…. ??? Swara wat u thought u will go away from me nd i will live peacefully nd move on…. then u r wrong…i m coming to u…. we will fight together….i will nt let anything happen to u… if needed i will fight wid god for u…..
Thinking this i called nd booked my tickets nd asked for visa…. thank god ….. it was done early… …( ghar mein landline bhi hota hai….😜😜)

wait Swara wait for me…..i m cming to u…..

Sanskar's pov ends….
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Precap- Swasan face-off

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