{ Later on in the night}
We all sat in a circle in the middle of the loungeroom, Riot was on my right as Jack was on my left
“ Ok so the last time we did this there was some Jiot action” Alex winked at me and Riot making us burst out laughing
“ What the hell is a Jiot?” Rian questioned as he sipped from a plastic cup
“ Jannah and Riot’s couple name” Abby laughed as I placed my head in my hands and let out the biggest laugh
“ Ok let’s start this” Rian laughed as he spun the bottle making it land on me
“ Oh sweet Jesus” I laughed
“ Truth or Dare Mrs Horrocks” Alex exclaimed as I stuck my tongue out at him laughing in the process
“ Dare Mr Gaskarth” I smiled as Alex smirked at me now i knew he had something up his sleeve
“ I dare you to Kiss the person you like in this room” He exclaimed while smirking making me put my middle finger up at him and Face Jack
“ Hey there” I smiled as I crashed my lips into his as he put his hands on my Waist
“ HOLY CRAP” Alex yelled as the entire room filled with Cheers
“ I CALLED IT” Jacklyne exclaimed as she had a sour worm in her mouth
“ WHO DIDN’T CALL IT” Abby laughed as I parted away while Smiling
{ After everyone had left}
I sat on my Unmade bed, In a Black A Day to remember shirt and my Pajama shorts while Watching Old Episodes of Charmed, That was when I noticed a Black Journal lying on the bottom of my bed
“ What the hell?” I grumbled while picking up the Journal to read “ Wreck this Journal” On the front with Caity’s name crossed out and “ Diary of a Wannabe Punk Princess” Written in Black sharpie, I looked through it and noticed that every page was marked with a date and a time, The Journal went through everything me and Caity went through together even that time where Dad kicked Caity out because she was ‘ a Bad influence on me’
The last few pages were Blank with my Name written small on the top of the page.
I sighed and got out of bed to go to the bathroom, When I walked in I noticed blood all over the place and empty Pill bottles scattered across the Basin
“ No she wouldn’t do it, She promised me she wouldn’t” I choked out while falling to the bathroom floor in a Little ball
“ She promised me when we left Dad that she wouldn’t do it” I repeated as rocked back and forth
“ Jannah?” I heard Jack’s voice question from downstairs
“ Up here” I stuttered out as I heard fast footsteps run up the stairs
“ Where are you?” I heard him yell from Caity’s room
“ In here” I choked out as he ran into my room and to the bathroom
“ What happened?” He yelled while kneeling down next to me and putting me in his lap
“ She promised me she wouldn’t do it again but she did” I cried into his Good charlotte shirt
“ It’ll be alright Babe, You’re here with me” He whispered while kissing my lips lightly
“ I’m happy you’re here” I whispered as Jack picked me up and Stradled me while rocking me back and forth
“ It’ll be okay, I promise” He whispered while ruffling my hair lightly
“ What if it won’t?” I softly cried into Jack’s shirt once again
“ Well it might not be, But i’ll try and help” Jack smiled while kissing me Heavily on the Lips making me Kiss back and Stand up
“ Bedroom?” I laughed into the Kiss as Jack nodded lightly as I took off my Pink warm socks and throwing them into the Washing basket.
That was when Firefly by Ed sheeran filled the entire room making me smile even more, Jack being the clumsy person he is fell right on top of my unmade bed as I was on top of him
“ Is it a coincidence this song is playing?” Jack laughed as he threw his beanie onto my Uncovered floor
“ Nope, Not at all” I laughed as Jack Took off his Black dirt covered Converses and threw them onto the floor, I smiled as I quickly took off my Black shirt and Jack took off His
“ Are you sure you want to do this?” Jack questioned as he put his arms protectively around my waist
“ Yep” I smiled as Jack brought his hands up to where my Singlet started
{ After they do the Thingy}
I sat up on my bed, In Jack’s Good charlotte shirt and an old pair of Sweatpants, I was watching Beauty and The Beast as Jack had gone and got pizza for us to eat
“ I AM HERE, AND I BRING PIZZA” Jack yelled as he kicked open my bedroom door and laughed as I wore my Fluffy black hat and had my hands up to my mouth trying not to laugh
“ I was actually getting hungry” I laughed as Jack bounded over to my bed and climbed on, Toppling onto me and looking me right into my eyes
“ Hello” Jack Laughed as he kissed my lips heavily
“ Hey” I mumbled into the Kiss as I fell backwards one again making Jack lie next to me eating a Slice of Cheese Pizza
“ Pizza, Disney and the most perfect girl in the world, What a way to spend a night” Jack laughed as I bit into my pizza and smiled
{ After watching Disney movies}
I sighed as I lay underneath the blankets and Jack’s lanky arms around my waist never letting go
“ I’m lost in empty pillow talk again
Lost in empty pillow talk again.
This bed’s an island made of feathered down
And i’m stuck here alone
Little else, But memories of you
Are memory foam.
Visions of a brighter love
I’d kill for one more day
To pull my thoughts, And find the words to say.
If these sheets were the states
And you were miles away
I’d fold up, End over end
To bring you closer to me
Because i don’t sleep at all
Without you pressed up against me
I’d settle for long distance calls
I’m lost in empty pillow talk again” I heard Jack’s soft voice sing quietly as he traced circles on the palm of my hands
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Diary of a wannabe Punk Princess
FanfictionA story of a girl, who puts up with a lot of shit in her life. Follow her journey through high school and the troubles she has to face
