That Nerd Is The Princess (Haylor)

Fifty Two

"Ahhhh" I scream out while crying then I jump off from the bed

I look around where am I
Im sweating up

I thought its was it was just a dream. A nightmare

After the school sync today
I choose to stay in some motel around here the unknown city but still Inside of England

All I want now is to stay away from everyone

I would like to run away but no. Everyone know who I really am the news was really fast
It spread all over the world

They release some video and records what happened

It's sucks you know

I put my leather jacket on and walk around to this unknown city alone this middle of the night

I hum a song called The Lucky One I wrote it when my dad crowned me as a Princess when I was Eleven Years old that song remind me who I really am in this world
Everyone thinks that Im lucky but they are all wrong

And they tell you that you’re lucky.
  Im not lucky im unlucky!

But you’re so confused,
'Cause you don’t feel pretty, you just feel used.

Im not pretty they always called me Ugly nerd bitch they just used to make their grades high

And all the young things line up to take your place.

They keep trying pull down at the same time

Another name goes up in lights. You wonder if you’ll make it out alive.

I wish I die so they will realize what they've done to me was all wrong and enough to show how monster they are!

I need to scream out every pain, and  problem inside me

Its was like
Red Rose
You'll get a cause to love
Blue Sky You'll gey the reason To fly
Green Nature
You'll see the imperfect beauty to capture
Black Eyes you'll get to know why people cry

I remeber Dad said to

Flasback.

"Dad why are we here?" Were at the clif standing

"Look athe view Alison do you like it?" Dad Ask

"Its beautiful I wish I could fly to see more views around this place" He laugh and hold my left hand he was besdie me

"I miss being here you know the last time ive been here Alison?" He loom around

"No" i simply said

"Its been a year I was 13 when I came here" im still amaze how view looks like the city lights made my night bright

"I was free to go but one day I wasnt" he wispher

"Why?" He ignore the question amd follow by a sentece

"I will never let you feel prison Alison I want you to feel free, freedom for everything whatever you like to do it"

The word Free. Freedom doesnt exist anymore

Flaskback end

Im free? Is more saying am I allowed to be? No.