I Have To

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he gives me so many reasons to leave now,
so many reasons to give up and forget how
good it felt when it felt perfect.
i guess he thought i just wasn't worth it.
i know the reason i won't let him go
i love him. i love him so
much i guess maybe too much
the way things turned out, it's such
a dread
but now i can't think right in my head
you drove me away
and you know i can't stay
you regret all the times you left me in tears
regret all the times you exploited my fears
you left me in pieces i'm still picking up,
watched as i shattered and didn't once stop
and i'll miss your smile and sparkling eyes
but, goddammit, i have to say goodbye

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