Silent Cry

The night before Disney

*Ashley's POV*

So  where taking a trip to disney tomorrow , so i gotta put together some cute outfits. This isnt just a normal trip , its a trip with my family , like i appreciate all them so much and yes even Craig , he fits in just fine with us and im glad hes happy ! 

*end of POV*

Kari- Do you want me to come help

Ashley- Yes please 

Jacob- You have 15 mins 

Ashley- Okay 

 - In Ashley's Room-

Kari- What if he asks you at Disney

Ashley- I will Cry , No lie , If me and Chresanto get engagged i think ill be 500x more happy with him then i am already

Kari-  Aww , Ashley Can i tell you something serious ?

Ashley- Sure bew go ahead *grabbing clothes*

Kari- I really look up to you , like no lie and chresanto , you guys have a perf. relationship

Ashley- Aww thank you Sis, *smileing*

Kari- No problem. But no lie, i love you and im happy your a soon to be part of this family

Ashley- Aww thank you and Being an only child , im happy your my sister <3

Kari- awwww 

Ashley- *laughs* okay come on before jacob starts honking

Kari- Okay lets go 

*They Grab ashley's Backpack and Suitcase and walk out*

Jacob- Wow ! She actually got done in less then 15 

Ashley- hahah *fake laugh* well ive traveled alot so .

Justice- true , so whos next ?

Chresanto- my House and then Kari can walk to her house with craig since shes across the street

Kari- Yea.

Craig- Sounds good/

Justice- so whos looking for our tickets to disney

Ashley- On it , already the total is 450.00 each

Justice- Okay , well everyone give her your card

Jacob- wait till we get home , Go get yalls shit first

Everyone- Okay Dad *laughs and runs out the car*

Jacob- 45 mins each!

*Justice's POV*

I dont know .. the treatment has been working just fine, but most of the days i just want to lay down and sleep , but when i lay down and i feel comfort i feel weak ... like i wont be able to wake up. Im only 23 but i fear death so much. Not even that , i dont want to leave jake. It hurts me to sleep and thino god forbid if i was to past .. that  he would love another girl. Thats what hurts. At nights i cry my self to sleep , but not loud i Silent Cry. I dont want him to know , but i know deep down that i have to tell him , i will but if i find out bad news then. Because i dont want to say anything to worry him and im Fine.