Maria Patricia Yanyez, yan ang pangalan ko and this is a story about how chances pass us by because we're holding on to something/someone so much that we come to lose the ones that's actually important.
It started when I had my first kiss.
Ethan Lopez, yan ang pangalan ng 2nd year college Political Science student na super crush ko. I was a 3rd year college student back then, taking up Information Technology.
Saturday nun, December 4, 2010. I was with my friend's boarding house, tambay mode nang nagtxt si Jenna, friend ko na imemeet ko sa bayan. Jenna told me to come and pick Lui(our friend) up at the university, and since malapit lang naman ako, I agreed. Pagabi na nun kaya nagdecide si Chris na samahan ako sa university. Chris is my new gay-ish friend, di sya bakla pero "malambot" kumilos if you know what I mean.
Naglalakad kami ni Chris sa pathway palabas ng university dahil di ko naman nahanap si Lui nang madaanan namin si Ethan sa CLC office, pareho kaming officer ni Ethan, dun nga kami nagkakilala eh, dahil sa team building ng buong university officers, magkaiba kami ng college pero magkapitbahay lang ang office namin. Nakita kami ni Ethan, so tinawag nya ako, pumasok ako sa loob ng office nila. Niyaya ko syang sumabay na sakin pauwi, then he agreed. Itong si Chris mukang nakahalata na kaya iniwan nya na ako, pero syempre diba ang awkward ng moment na yun, I was with Ethan my super duper crush all alone in one room. Gosh! you can't imagine how I felt that time. Nilalamig ako na kinakabahan na natatae, sobrang mixed feelings ko nun. Edi yun, tumayo na sya at pinatay ang computer, ayos ayos ng office saglit then we're ready to go, lumabas na ako ng room kasi nga sa nararamdaman ko I felt like having tons of fresh air, nang bigla nya akong tinawag, nasa may pinto pa sya nun. I wondered why so I innocently walked towards him. Then suddenly boom! there goes my "first kiss"! Grabeng shock ko nun, para akong statwa, I didn't know what to do, I guess I blacked out. At dahil hindi nya alam na first kiss ko yun, hindi lang smack ang inabot ko, but still, I stood still, feeling nothing but "shockness".
Here comes Monday..
Sobrang di ako mapakali, kakalingon sa paligid, looking out for him. I didn't want to bump into him o kahit makita man lang ang anino nya, I hate him that time, I actually hate them all, the boys. Nung araw na yun grabe ko ka-man hater.
A couple of days after that, kinaya ko na syang makita ulet, so talked to him, after that kiss, I actually told him na first kiss ko yun, and he said sorry, but that time, di ko pa kayang tanggapin ang sorry nya, ako pa ang lugi eh ako nga ang may crush diba?
Nag usap na kami, we became close after that. Lagi na kami magkatxt, nagkikita kami, pero hindi nya parin ako nililigawan. After a week, bigla nalang nawala ang communication namin, di na sya nagmemessage, di narin sya nagtetext. Hindi ko alam kung anong nangyari so I consulted my friends for help. Anna my close friend told me na baka daw busy lang, but Chris told me another thing, he told me na baka raw may "iba" then he suggested na makipagkita ako kay Ethan para iconfront sya.
BINABASA MO ANG
Chance
RomanceA story about how chances pass us by because we're holding on to something/someone so much that we come to lose the ones that's actually important.
