Uncontrolled Love 不可抗力 [COMPLETE]

[Vol.2] Chapter 6

Translator: Anne Noh

Both of them silently hugged each other for the whole night, until Shu Nian's comforting hand that was gently stroking Ke Luo's hair slowly stopped, and before they fell asleep, he was still clutching on him tensely and his face was pressed against Shu Nian's chest.

Shu Nian finally believed that Ke Luo was serious about him. However, he needed to harden his heart once again because of that.

Whatever Ke Luo wanted, he could give him except for his love, except his love.

How could Shu Nian dared to waste Ke Luo's youth.

Ke Luo was still young and there would be more suitable person waiting for him in the future. He also has plenty of time and passion to find that person.

And Shu Nian wasn't like Ke Luo. He didn't have any youth and passion left. He had used eighteen years solely to gaze lovingly at Xie Yan, only loving him, just solely waiting for him, only for Xie Yan.

How could Shu Nian brew another eighteen years to have the same deep feelings to others?

The upcoming days, Ke Luo had been very quiet and well-behaved, didn't go anywhere and stayed next to Shu Nian for the whole day like a loyal dog guarding him. He would solemnly crossed off the date on the calendar with a red pen every night before going to bed, very reluctant, his expression was like he was mourning, and then dazedly counting the number of days left.

Shu Nian woke up several times in the middle of the night as he felt Ke Luo secretly kissed him. Cradling his head gently and kept on kissing him, but there was no further action.

He knew that Ke Luo was storing up memories and commemorated for the coming separation, and cherish the last chance he could have the warmth. Even Shu Nian felt empty in his heart when he thought he would send Ke Luo off soon. After busily helping Ke Luo packing a lot of luggage, he still felt that it wasn't enough, and felt something was still missing. He always worried about Ke Luo staying at the far T City alone, no one to look after him, would Ke Luo be able to live well, would he be able to stand the weather there, and if he wouldn't be able to eat the food there ...

Shu Nian couldn't help but to be worried even if he knew that it was unnecessary.

Even if he could only love Ke Luo as his son, it was also a form of love.

Shu Nian gave all his disgraceful love to Xie Yan, and gave Ke Luo everything except for love.

To sum everything up, that was all his feeling toward the two men.

He was like being cut into half when Ke Luo left.

Therefore Shu Nian didn't open his eyes, continued to pretend he was sleeping, let Ke Luo held him tenderly and pressed him against the warm chest as the heartbeat and body temperature penetrated slightly into him.