The You Inside

Have you ever witnessed an argument?

An argument you wish you never witnessed

Just so you wouldn't know the things you know now?

She can't remember, can't remember

thoughts are in a cage; struggling to be free

No recollection of what just happned; none whatsoever

Knowing it will fracture your mother's heart; like a million pieces of glass

You, the unhappy teen, sits in the middle and tries to zone out

Close your eyes and float above the madnessa dn desperation

Instead you imagine the worst: your heartbeat losing consistency,

Like a useless battery

As you remember what is haunting you and your family.

Breaking things....BOOM! CRASH!

With a vengenance she doesn't stop

On the ground; running, running, running

Running so hard your lungs crack; Your knees buckle

Screaming on top of your lungs trying to find help in a helpless place

All alone; all alone; leaving a trail of tears

You can't swim and yet you're here; drowned in all your fears

Open yuor eyes in a jolt! The thought chain reaction is over in your mind

But can you face the world? Face all the abnormalities and crime?

Is it you facing the world?

Or is it you inside?