cant you see the pain in my eyes? of course you can. but this is my life, if you hold me close you can hear my heart being torn apart after every breath i take and every fight i witness, i ask "why must i awake?"will i ever conquer forgiveness? can you ever truely forgive without forgetting what really happened?i am alone on this narrow pin like street my life was abandoned by the ones who used to care about me from all the pain people caused me lead me to be running even with tears in my eyes dont you feel like you've changed me. well i never stopped i continued and when you left it just caused me the greastest amount of pain and depression that now instead of cutting im stabbing. and your the one to blame so thank yourself and the ones who encouraged you to do it.
i have one question to ask would you really catch me if i fell? probably not right? yup thats what i thought i never ment anything to you. you used me just for your own selfish reasons what was the whole point of it? to get me to love you then you take it away from me well first off why would you ever do anything to hurt the ones you love!?!well just remember you were my favorite mistake and ill never go back to you and ill move on to someone who actually cares no thanxs to you name i cant mention. you broke my heart but the one i have now will repair my broken heart. cause hes way better than you'll ever bee. i cry more than most i really dont know why i guess cause the cuts are getting to me the stupid life i live doesnt help one bit. well im going im not coming back to you see ya later i love someone else and hes way better than you will ever be. me and your love got lost in 1/12/12 because you were subburn enough to end that