A/n hey basically this is closure 4 me nd these are all the questions I want to ask my dad,basically.....so here goes something
Hey daddy,
It's me Destiny,im almost 13 now, and I really wish you were here so I'll be able to understand me....i miss you so much and IM SO SOOOO SORRY for killing you.
And I know, I didn't really kill you but If only I didn't run out that day you'll still be here I would be able to come visit you
I know that your disappointed in me but I PROMISE that I will NEVER self-harm again but it's a better way to take the pain away...im sorry for not makin all A's in school nd I get that B's are good to but Ik you'd want better than that....IM JUST SO SORRY 4 being such a srew up and ruin our familys name ...I'm sorry I thought of killing myself but at least I won't be in pain...right??? I'm sorry for crying so nd being weak but Miss you
I wish you could've watched me grow up nd be the overprotective dad but at the same time my best friend IM REALLY SORRY 4 everything nd Ik you hate me but I promise I'll do better..IM SORRT ND I LOVE,XOXO
-DESTINY
Dear daddy ,
Why?
Why didn't you want me,why didn't you fight for me, why didn't find me sooner,why did you leave me,why didn't it work out between you two, I mean I know I'm 13 now nd Ik I'm being weak right now but I just want to know why? why is my life like this???i wish you were to answer these questions but I will still love you no matter what
-Destiny
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RandomThis is my way of understanding my father'a death after all this time I'm finally coming to terms with it and grasping the fact that he's never coming back so...R.I.P Alfred Barner Jr. I will always love you and you'll Always Be in my heart no matte...
