Trust A Grimm?•{Book One}•

Chapter 8 pt.2

Here it is peeps the chapter y'all been waiting for ^-^

Cerise POV

Damn it's really dark out.
I kick pebbles around to entertain me while I walk to the bridge.
My mind is just blank.
I have no feelings right now
That's because I have taken over you.
It's you again
Well hello to you too.
I don't even want to deal with you right now
That's the affect of depression and anxiety.
Can I jump off the bridge already geez you're annoying
You don't mean that.
Yeah I do
No you don't.
WHAT THE HELL YOU TELL ME TO GO KILL MYSELF THEN YOURE LIKE 'you don't wanna kill yourself'
MAKE UP YOUR GOD DAMN MIND!!

...
I'm sorry
Nah it's ok anyways the bridge's up ahead you sure you wanna do this?
My mind shuts down like it just gave up and I can feel myself walking towards the bridge I feel myself putting one foot over the ledge now both feet are on the ledge I take a deep breath
1...
2....
"CERISE WAIT!"
God damn it what now?
I turn around to see the Grimm.
"How did you find me?" I say in a calm tone
"Rosalee called." He said
See, I told you she's psychic.
"Go away." I simply said
He took one step closer and I gripped the bars tightly
"Cerise this isn't you.."
My mind just snapped
Here comes the anger
"What do you know about me?" I said containing my anger
"I know that you were once a happy little girl that wouldn't hurt herself." He said with no hesitation
I chuckled
"Yeah once."
He took another step
"I'm sure that you still wouldn't hurt yourself." He said calmly
"HOW CAN YOU BE SURE?!
MY LIFE WAS LITERALLY A LIVING HELL I HAD TO DEAL WITH A SNOBBY SISTER WHO TOOK ALL THE ATTENTION I TURNED INTO A SHE DEMON FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! SINCE I TURNED INTO A SHE DEMON I NEVER USED MAGIC EVER AGAIN MY PEOPLE WERE KILLED BECAUSE OF ME ALL THIS MADNESS BECAUSE OF ME
MY KINGDOM WAS BURNED TO THE GROUD BECAUSE OF ME MY FAMILY IS DEAD BECAUSE. OF. ME!"
I yelled finally letting the tears go
He walked a bit closer
"Cerise.."
"I DESERVE TO DIE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND LET ME BE DONE WITH THIS PATHETIC LIFE!"
I sobbed
"Cerise it's not your fault that your parents are dead it's the rebels fault you know that." The grimm said softly

"It is my fault if I didn't sacrifice myself the whole kingdom would of lived."
I said sniffling
"But this shows that the kingdom and your parents loved you enough that they would sacrifice themselves to save you." He said
"Why would they do that after I became a demon and almost wiped out the kingdom?" I asked
"Because they love you." He smiled
Love
The word echoed in my head
I knew that he would get to you.
Hehe shut up
Little Cerise does have a heart.
I put one leg over the bar to go to the grimm the ledge was slippery and I slipped falling backwards and for the first time I called his name.
"NNNNNNNNIIIIIIIIICCCCCCCKKK!"
A/n: if you haven't seen it already then lemme tell you
She's screaming Nick's name

"CERISE!" I hear him yell before I'm in the freezing water I panic
My hair getting in my face I push myself up I take a deep breath I see a figure jump off the bridge I couldn't see who it was because I went back under.
"This is it im about to die."
I thought as my hair covered my face once again and I closed my eyes waiting for death to come

Just then I felt strong arms grab me by my waist and pull me up and I felt somebody dragging me out of the water and I was placed under a bunch of tiny rocks
"Cerise?" A voice echoed I opened one eye my normal colored eye
I saw Nick he was soaking wet he jumped off the bridge and saved me.
I got a part of my hair and draped it over my purple pupil eye and just stared at him.
"Y-you saved me." I stuttered
"It's the least I can do you save Hank and I first." He chuckled
But I hugged him tight
"I'm so sorry I didn't jump on purpose I slipped the rail was slippery..why did I even want to die in the first place?!" I sobbed into his shoulder but he brought me into his chest.
"Shhhh...it's ok Cerise Everything's going to be ok now."

I hope it does