Is it so hard
to fit in somewhere?
The only place left
is a world of despair.
People expect you to be happy,
even though you're crying inside.
But it's not so easy.
Believe me, I've tried.
Some nice people try to indulge with you
but once you've drowned in a world of loneliness
you come out black and blue.
You can't escape that,
you enjoy yourself.
You start hating the world
more than anything else.
Even if someone comes
and forces you to talk,
you stay dead-silent,
you find yourself in shock.
Faking a smile
becomes a child's play.
And even among your friends,
you have nothing to say.
You find yourself
talking in your head,
wondering about the changes that would happen,
once you fall dead.
You find yourself
wanting to end it all.
Your soul encourages you
to take the big fall.
But then you're reminded
that someone loves you.
You are told you are wanted.
And just like that, you believe it to be true.
But then when you are alone again,
you think over and you feel the pain.
You feel like going up to the clouds,
You tell yourself, "I want to stop living now."
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