rape?

part 4

Im really really really really really sorry i havent updated but if you have depression you understand how hard it is to do anything :/ anyways heres part 4 hope you like it

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Hanna asked her mom if she could stay home from school the next couple of days because she was feeling sick which was half true she was feeling sick, she was disscusted of matt but most of all of herself.

hannas pov:

how could he do this to me? why would he do this to me? i should have known. what if tim finds out, he'll probably think im a slut...well i guess i am if i didnt want it to happen i should have tried harder to get him off or i could have...

hanna was cut off by her mother downstairs "hannna mat is here to see you"

"what!? no he cant be!? he has the nerve to come knock on my door after what he did!?" hanna thought to herself and then ran to the bathroom and threw up and she stayed in the bathroom for about 30 minutes and then decided to come out. downstairs she was expecting mat to be waiting but he wasn't, he was gone

"hanna honey are you ok? youre friend didnt think it was a good time and left but he left you this" mat had left hanna a box and a rose.

Hanna waited until her mom went to her room and then she slowly made her way to the kitchen and grabbed a knife and walked up to her room, once she got to her room she slowly opened the door her hands were shaking in fear. the door was completely open and nothing or no one was behind the door or in the closet or under the bed one she felt safe she sat down and opened the box inside was a camera and a note hanna read the note

"so i see you've been a good girl and haven't told anyone so heres a little present hope you enjoy

ps. just press play"

hanna pressed play on the camera and a video started playing and she immediatly noticed her room and she was sitting on her bed then mat came through the window and she tried to run. hanna realized mat had been recording the rape and stopped the video and threw it across the room.

Hanna went into her bookbag and pulled out her pencil sharpener and unscrewed the blade and was about to cut on her wrist but realized it would be to obvious on her wrist so she pulled down her sweatpants and started cutting at first she would only make small scratches but then she started cutting deeper she got in the shower and watched as the water turned redish orange when it mixed with the blood and she cried then she went to bed.

In the middle of the night she woke up because she heard her window opening she tried not to move and to pretend like she was sleeping, she felt the bed dip beside her and soon there was an arm wrapped around her.