Last night I made the worst decision of my life, unbeknowest of the consequences. I can’t change it. I can’t take it back. That split second of doubt and uncertainty brought me where I am now.
I have no idea what I’m doing. The power of seeing the future is something I never wanted and wish to give back. No one really knows how to help me except some ex-gypsy boy named...well, I don't know how to really pronounce it. And even then, I don’t think he really knows what he’s doing. He just pretends to it seems like. So here I am with a power I can’t completely control and the boy I love on the other side, where I wanted to be.
And I’ll do whatever I have to to get there with him.
But in order to do that, I have to learn things about myself and my family that I never wanted to. That I never imagined were true. But I’ll do it if it means I can talk to him again. If it means I can be the person I want myself to be, the person my mother wanted me to be.
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Natalie Abernathy has made her choice. Now she is forced to live with it.