[MAJOR EDITING] G&G: Im the Secret Agent Secretary♪ [COMPLETED]

Chapter Fifty-Five♪

Maybe you'll be irritated to me because lately, I keep on blabbering about nonsense. XD I know (duh) :D

BUT! Starting today, I'm gonna add some quotes IN the story that will serve as a mark for each chapter. Alright, people? Now here you go. =)

CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE

JAMILLA's POV

“You're kidding me.”

Mula sa galit ay naging malungkot ang mata ni Vinn sa akin. “I wish I am, Jamilla. Pero kilala mo ko. I don't kid."

Nagsimula akong tumawa. At sunod-sunod na umiling. “No.” Mariing sabi ko at tumawa ulit.

Imagine? The Chief himself will betray the whole organization? Hindi ba nakakatawa iyon?

I laughed louder nang si Yanna naman ang maisip ko. She's the kindest among all kind in the world and would do anything, and I mean anything para lang hindi mapahamak ang mahal niya. She would never ever do that.

Patuloy lang ako sa pagtawa hanggang sumakit na ang tiyan ko. Pagtapos ay tumingin ako kay Vinn. And the stupid, he has that pity in the eyes.

“You know, ngayon na magandang i-pasok yung word na ‘Joke lang, Jam!’” sabi ko sa kaniya.

He looked at me and sighed. Lumapit siya sa akin at hinawakan ako sa magkabilang balikat, habang magkatitigan kami.

“I am not joking here, Jamilla. What I've said is all true.”

And that's when I stopped.

Nakakaramdam ako nang pag-iinit sa loob ko gawa ng galit. Inalis ko ang mga kamay niya sa akin at mabilis na lumapit sa pader. Then I started punching it. Hard as I could.

*BLAG*

Katapusan na ba ng mundo? Bakit lahat nalang ng tao sa paligid ko sinasaktan ako?

*BLAG*

Bakit lagi na lang akong nagpapadala sa mga nangyayari? I shouldn't feel anything about everything. Yun ang dapat!

*BLAG*

First, Jared. He wouldn't listen and believe me. I love him! I so fvcking love him pero ano? Mas pinili niyang magbingi-bingihan at saktan ako.

*BLAG*

Second, Tita Lily. Doesn't she know how hard to see Jared everyday of my life? Na unti-unting bumabalik sa dati? Kulang na lang yata, eh ang maging babaero na siya ulit!

*BLAG*

And lastly, Chief and Yanna. I can't believe the shit they're doing! Ang akala ko palabas lang ang lahat! Pero bakit ganito? Bakit parang malayo na sa katotohanan yung ginagawa nila? Is there something I don't know?!

Buong pwersa na ang inipon ko sa kamao ko pero bago ko pa muling masuntok yung pader, may mga braso na pumigil na sa akin.

“That's enough, Jam. Sisirain mo ang pader.” Vinn said in a low voice. “And your hands are bleeding.”

I honestly don't feel anything. Siguro namanhid na ako physically. Sana emotionally na din, para kung sakaling may dumating pang mas grabe dito, handa na ako. Hindi na ako masasaktan.

“Paano kaya nila nagawa 'to, Vinn? Why sudden change? Hindi sila bagay sa ganoong ugali! I know something is wrong here.” Mahina ngunit matigas na sabi ko.

“Change is a funny thing. We’re never quite sure of what we’re becoming or why. Then one day, we look at ourselves and wonder who we are and how we got there. ” Vinn said.

Muli ko siyang tinignan sa mata, and for once, I was lost in his green eyes. Vinn and I was never a good buddies pero hindi ibig sabihin noon ay wala na kaming pakielam sa isa't isa.

Right now, I see him as an older brother.

“Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko, Vinn. I cannot handle more than one problem! Yung mga inaasahan kong tutulong sakin, hindi ko maasahan dahil isa na ring problema! Damnit, I just want to die!” I said exasperatedly.

“You can't, Jam.” Nginitian niya ako. “And that's why we're here. To help you. Don't worry, I already planted a plan.”

Nangunguwestyong tinignan ko siya pero sa halip na sagutin ako ay nginitian niya lang ako.

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“Jam. Andito na kami sa Romblon. When do you plan to make us move?"

Jessa's on the line.