touching [each other]

"how can i say i love you darling without spelling i'm lieing... no thats shit." he crumpled up the paper and threw it at the wall. "how can i tell you i love without saying it? do i have sex with you, that means so little now, but you know how old-school i am. or could i just hug you and kiss you all over should i carry stuff for you? would that work, i don't think that it would, if you love me back you would understand that i really do love you? yeah that should work." 

he got an envalope, wrote her adress on it and got out a stamp, he didn't put an retun adress on it. she wouldn't know it was from him. he would get a freind to walk by her house and put it in the mailbox. then he would hope that she would respond so he put 'put your responce in locker 97' at the end.

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