Oct.22
So I think the reason why I talk to guys on whisper is so I don't have to get my emotions involved so I don't feel like they know me. since lucky, I haven't really let any guy close to me, scratch that, I haven't let anyone close to me and I've actually been pushing people away. I don't feel like I can trust anyone. Absolutely no one. I feel so alone when I'm surrounded by so many people who are supposed to be my friends and people who say they are here for me but I just don't believe it. but then there are some people who constantly try to get me to open up to them and let them in my life. I want to let him in but I'm scared and unsure about it. he might be exactly what I need right now to get over lucky.
