i feel myself slowly turning towards depression,
once again it hurts,
my pain so real and vivid,
make it stop
i like a girl,
she was understanding back when i was nobody,
i threw it all away before i knew what was happening,
she loved me,
now its the opposite,
i love her and wish she would take it,
maybe she likes someone else
being who i am is hard,
my friends dont understand my view,
they were born right,
it wasnt a choice,
i wish so hard they would understand,
instead they stare blankly,
i feel alone
