No More Ms.Nice

Never Say No to Free Food

                     Its less than a week before my birthday and it's pretty hectic, i don't really do much of stuffs about it though since mom is so hands on in it even if she's always at work and so is dad , I really hate grand parties but i can't make my parents sad, i know they only want the best for me in every way and i cant thank them enough

                    I just had a skype call with Angie or Mrs.Orape yea Emcii's mom shes in france right now, and she is asking me what I want with my gown shes a fashion designer if i ever told you, but instead of elaborating what I wanted , I politely said that i trust her with her designs and her taste , which actually means she can choose what she wanted me to wear on my birthday , I couldn't care less since it's really starting to bug me that I really haven't heard anything from my friends, ever since ive know about what pamii is doing , i tried to call emcii but she isn't picking up, and it's starting to tic me , I wasnt short tempered but ny friends shutting me off isn't one the things i liked , i sat infront of my laptop and opened my Facebook which I wasn't been opening for a while now,. a couple on notifications from kids from school and some party invites a couple of messages i click on them my eyes landed on a certain message, its from Trevor asking if we could talk, What could he possibly want from me after all these years I clicked the message accidentally,

great! now he knew I've seen it I mumbled irritated

as im about to click back, a chat bubble appeared, means he is typing,. my hands are shaking i dont know about panic attacks but im surely sweating hands and breathing are shaking i cant close the tab , hes taking so long typing and im here frozen in place , and then it stopped the bubble dissappear, and the it disappeared again , at this point i knew he is hesitating,  a munute or two had passed my nerved calmed i can breath  as i was about to click a chat came

Trevor Forth: Im sorry i know you hate Me i hate myself too , please talk to me , just give me one chance Keytiee.

i kept on staring on the screen *Seen* appeared under his delivered message ,fuck facebook now he really knew i was online

on cue another message came in

Trevor Forth: please just once
Trevor Forth: and then........ long pause before he sent

Trevor Forth: after i tell you everything you can decide if you don't really want anything to do with me anymore.

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  i was laying in my bed eyes digging holes to the ceiling,  i dont know what time is it i kept thinking about what Trevor wanted to say , is he gonna lie to me again? apologies? i dont need that , but what do i need to know? why is Reed so dead set that i have to read that letter my eyes snap to the dresser cabinet where i put away Trevors letter, i sighed , closing my eyes , wtf is wtong with me? i feel so tired , i dont want yo run away but thats the only thing i keep on doing, i can't,i just can't bring myself to face it to face Trevor, i have to end all this one way or another, Trevors Face flashes to my mind that face when i saw him at the mall , there's something different about Him , but i cant point out what it is, again i sighed, im thinking about it too much,. i picked my phone up from under my pillow and dialed Emcii's number for the hundredth time today still goes to voicemail same goes for Pamii, seriously what's happening? i have to go out im about to go crazy , Chrysler is out and Reed is out of Town Theres no one i can talk to Fuck this shit! I exclaimed standing up crossing my room into my walk in closet I gotta get out of here.

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     i wasn't the type to go around alone but there's not much of a choice right now im alone , confused and had no one to talk to or to hang out with which leads me to where i am right now , aT McDonalds a bucket of chicken a couple order of fries and Mcnuggets a sundae and cheese burger in front of me

why did I ordered so much again? i asked myself in a hushed tone, the place is packed though and a couole of people are sneaking glances towards my direction, probably thinking why an alone girl ordered too much as if she'll eat all of that, now I feel self conscious

i glanced around as if i was looking for someone , i spot these two girls just walked into the entrance looking around irritation radiating in them Ha! Eureka! okay here goes nothing

I shoot my hand up when thier eyes landed in my direction, and waved but they ignored me , yea Kats ofcourse they dont know you duh. but still im looking stupid here and people is starting to take notice of me again, so i stood up and point a finger at the girls , they acknowledged my presence Yes! the girl which has a long brunette hair wearing a black crop top over her blue jean shorts and white adidas shoes well her outfit is cute pointed at her self asking if i was referring to her , I bobbed my head to say yes and pointed to her friend too and waived for them to come.. they walked towards me with confused faces , i smiled to that  but im nervous as fuck, for reals

Hey! I chirped , they exchanged glances maybe telepathically questioning each other if they know me some how , the look on thier gaces made me giggle a little , gotta clear this now

Ahm! well I dont know you guys I started thier eyebrows shot up and i saw you guys looking for space which is none at the moment I continued bitting my lip shoving my hand onto my back pockets and i needed a lil help so I called you guys i manage to say out of breath

What you need our help for then stranger? the cute girl in with pin straight hair pink unicorn croptop sweatshirt black ripped jeans and white adidas just like her friend , folding her arms trying to act intimidating , I smiled to that , I raised my left hand pointing to all the food in my table , the brunettes jaw dropped and then smiled  and said

I'll never say no to free food she said taking a seat tugging her friend with her clearly she's the friendly one out of the two.