Sad Poems 2

I Miss You Sissy

I Miss You Sissy

It was a few years ago today,

that god took you away.

Sometimes I get angry sis that you had to leave.

I am told it is normal its how we grieve.

I don't feel normal.

Hell sometimes I don't feel anything at all.

You believed in me.

You saw potential nobody else can see.

You taught me how to sing.

You gave my dreams wings.

You told me I could do anything.

That I could face what ever life brings.

I think you were wrong.

Because without my big sister there isn't any place I feel that I belong.

I remember your death.

I know everything I did the day you took your last breath.

I remember having to tell everybody that you were no more.

They were all in a state of shock, because we had just buried your husband two weeks before.

I remember going thru the motions.

But I was numb and void of emotion.

Oh how I wish I could feel numb again.

Instead of this intense loneliness and pain.

They say time heals all wounds.

Its clear they had never met you.

The huge whole you left behind.

Can not be healed by time.

You lived with such dignity and grace.

No one can ever take your place.

Now all I can do is visit your grave.

I remember how you used to tell me to behave.

You would tell me not think bad thoughts, because death is not the end.

And that someday we would all be together again.

I just miss you so much.

And visiting that polished rock is not enough.

I just want my sissy.

And I don't want to wait for eternity.

I love and miss you

forever your baby sis