Shattered vanoss x reader

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Don't play song yet
Y/n I walk inside
I run upstairs
I look on YouTube
To see the video
Y/n so it is true
Evan hey y/n wanna go to a party with me
Y/n I have cramps sorry babe
Evan hey don't worry it's okay
He kisses my check and then walks out
I call Craig
Craig hey y/n
Y/n Craig at 10:00 sharp I want you all to watch a YouTube video called shatter me and I want everyone to watch
Craig why
Y/n you'll know why when your at the party
After we hang up tears fall down my cheeks
I roll my sleeves up
This is a curse
This is a burden
This is a nightmare
when it should be a dream
I love him but he doesn't feel the same
For gods sake he doesn't love me I know he doesn't
What did I do to deserve this
Two hours into the party
Craig me wildcat and delirious look for Evan
Luke hey guys what's up
Wildcat were looking for Evan
Delirious I look over to see him with other girl
Wildcat Evan what the fuck
Evan oh shit
Mkay I look  at the clock 9:45
I get the camera ready I play the song
I sing with face cam and then I let my heart do the work

After I'm done I post the video
10:00
Craig hey everyone
We're supposed to watch a video my Mkayultimate
Called
Shatter me
New song she's singing
Delirious I glare at Evan
Evan what delirious just say it
Delirious I just wanna know why
I walk away from him
Evan I start to think but then the video plays
Place song
Evan I see her use face cam
Everyone gasps in shock
She raises her arms
Delirious she's crying
Luke her arms
Y/n I pirouette in the dark
I see the stars through me
Tired mechanical heart
Beats 'til  the song disappears
Somebody shine a light
Im frozen by the fear in me
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me
So cut me from the line
Dizzy spinning endlessly
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me

Craig tears go down my cheeks
Delirious Evan what did you do to her

Y/n if only the clockwork could speak
I wouldn't be so alone
We burn every magnet and spring
And spiral into the unknown
Somebody shine a light
I'm frozen by the fear in me
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me
So cut me from the line
Dizzy spinning endlessly
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me

Delirious stream down my cheeks
Luke her voice she's trying so hard not to let it crack in pain
Evan what did I do tears go down my cheeks

Y/n shatter me

Somebody make me feel alive and shatter me
If I break the glass
Then I'll have to fly
There's no one to catch
Me if I take a dive
I'm scared of changing
The days stay the same
The world is spinning
But only in rain
If I break the glass
Then I'll have to fly
There's no one to catch
Me if I take a dive
I'm scared of changing
The days stay the same
The world is spinning
But only in rain

Somebody shine a light
I'm frozen by the fear in me
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me
So cut me from the line
Dizzy spinning endlessly
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me
Shatter me

Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me
She holds up a peace sign and ends the video
Craig I wipe my tears
Away
I look back at Evan to see him crying as well
Delirious she was hurting so much
Luke and she knew you were doing it as well but yet she wanted to end it but you never did so it shattered her
Evan I should have been better
Wildcat y/n her voice sounded so sad and about to crack but she held on because she wanted to stay strong in this
Craig we need to see her
Evan I need to say I'm sorry
We run out
Y/n I put on my boots
I walk down stairs
I look outside
It's raining
I walk out
I look to see the moon is full and lights fill the sky
I walk to my spot
The rain is heavy but I don't care anymore
We run over
Evan her lights on
Craig were could she be
Delirious I don't know
Evan I see her locket is on the table
I know we're she is
I run outside
I have to hurry
She must be close enough to the cliff
Y/n I walk closer to the top
Evan I run faster
Y/n I get to the top
I look down
I see water rushing down
Evan I make it to the cliff I run up to see her
But before I can call her name she's already gone in a blink of an eye
Evan NO
I reach down
But I'm to late
Tears flow down my eyes fast
Y/n I'm so sorry I'm so sorry I hurt you
I never wanted this
I should have told you what I was doing before I was to late but I ran out of time and the damage was already done
You cut yourself
You were crying so much
You were breaking down
You were shattering
I'm so sorry
I shattered you
Y/n I forgive you
Evan I look over to see y/n
Your alive
Y/n I swam back up I heard everything
Evan I run over to hug her but I just go through her
Y/n I never said I survived the fall
Evan I fall to my knees
I never wanted to this
Y/n I disappear
Delirious Evan
Evan I was to late
Craig I start to cry
Tyler to hug Craig
Delirious tears fall fast
Luke I hug delirious
Evan I never wanted to do this to you y/n
I never wanted to shatter you
But I guess I was to late

I hope you didn't cry and I hope you enjoyed a longer chapter as well
Stay awesome everyone
Mkay out
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