November 30th

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She's not pretty

She's not fun

She's not worth it

She hasn't won

She is gross

So revolting

She is demeaning

And there's too much sulking

She is weird

A heartless soul

Never helpful

And acts too bold

She can't seem

To get her act together

Doesn't matter

Now or ever

She feels worthless

But that's okay

No one cared

Anyway

She's too whiny

Too obsessed

People have thought

She had stuffed her chest

Just for attention

It's all the swears

Too much to put up with

Her heart, it tears

She doesn't care

Not then or now

It doesn't really matter

She's as fat as a cow

Her voice has turned meek

Finally- quiet

So much envy and vein

Get a rope around her neck and tie it

It's okay

Things are fine

She promised her mother

She wouldn't die

Take a deep breath

It's all okay

She whispered,

"I'll get through another day"

"So what?"

That's all she hears

"Sometimes," she says,

"I wish I could rip off my ears"

What's the point?

No one's around

Cry and cry

Into the ground

November 30th

Is around the corner

She accepts the fact

That she's such a loner

"Give up"

They say

The voices

They won't go away

Maybe she's crazy

Maybe she's insane

She hides it too well sometimes

But she's the only one left to blame

She hates this and that

Hates herself right now

What is there left to do?

Just wow.

Such pain.

So emotion.

Wow.

Doge gone emo.

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