I hate it when she passes by. Every time she does, it seems like she grabs my heart strings and lets them snap back. Every time it hurts more and more as she gets farther away from me. I'm so sad that the only flower I have in this garden is fading from me. I want her to stay, I need her to stay. But she wants me to do something that may break me. I don't want to break. I want someone to understand. I need to be loved. We really do except the love we think we deserve. But when it's not given back, we crumble. Love is the only thing that keeps me alive now and I'm not receiving enough from the people who I've given it too. I just want the feeling in my heart to come back and the numbness to go away.
