Ssshhhh (Book 1) COMPLETE

Chapter 27

I really wasn't ready for this, I mean I know I said I wanted to be his boyfriend but not right now, I still haven't fully forgiven him for the stuff he has done.

"L-look Zayn I am really s-sorry but I'm just not ready for that y-yet, I still need to think everything over and I haven't fully forgiven you for some of the stuff you did" I said nervously

I seen his eyes fill up slightly but he gulped the tears back, keeping his bad boy act 

"N-no it's fine I understand" Zayn said, his voice cracking a bit at the end

"I am sorry" I said feeling really guilty

"I need to go to the bathroom, don't dare pay" Zayn said

I then seen him get out and run to the direction of the bathroom

I felt soo terrible, even though Zayn said not to I shouted the waiter over for the bill (cheque). I kept a close eye out for Zayn to make sure he didn't come back. The waiter then came back with the cheque and I payed for the meal and left a £5 tip.

I then walked out to the car and sat in it, I buckled both belts myself, child lock one included as I knew Zayn would do it anyway. I waited patiently for him to come back and within minutes I seen a bloodshot eyed Zayn walk out the restaurant. He had his fisted clenched at his side and his teeth were gritted. Oh fuck he is angry!

He came in and slammed his door and looked over to see I already did the child lock belt, he smirked slightly but then returned to being angry.

"I thought I told you not to pay" he shouted starting the engine

"I felt bad" I said bowing my head

"still I told you not to pay! I don't want your fucking pity!" Zayn screamed

I broke down into tears

"Don't be such a fucking cry baby" he snarled

I continued sobbing

"I said stop crying" he shouted gripping. The steering wheel swerving through traffic

I managed somehow to slowly control my sobs.

"When you get home I want you to wait for me in the chair, tonight you're sleeping in the chair, and possibly tomorrow depending on your behavior" he said heavily breathing

"O-ok Zayn" I stumbled out

We just then pulled up into my driveway and once Zayn undid my belt I done exactly as he instructed me to do.

I waited patiently for him to come up as after 20 minutes he was in front of me, duct tape in hand.

Knowing there was no point in fighting, I just let him tape me there. I had office lost all my power due to guilt.

He then pressed his lips to mine but this time I didn't kiss back!

"Oh I'm so glad you aren't going to lead me on this time" he hissed and them went back to shoving his tongue down my throat

I tried to move my head but he deliberately held my head with one hand so it wouldn't move, he eventually pulled away only to slap a piece of duct tape in replacement for his lips.

"I will see you later baby" he smirked and walked out leaving me again scared of him. Just like old times.