TALK ME DOWN → SEBASTIAN STAN

sixty four | private

sebastian
I'm so sorry you had to find out
this way. I was honestly going to
tell you about everything as soon
as I got back with the takeout. I
wouldn't hurt you like this, Riley.
Rachael has always been a shit-
stirrer and I promise you I didn't
sleep with her while I was with you,
not even at the start. When you
texted me, we were well and truly
over.

riley bear
How long did you know before I
found out?

sebastian
Riley, don't do this to yourself.

riley bear
don't lie to me, Sebastian Stan. you
want me to hear you out, fine. just
tell me how long you've known.

sebastian
I found out the evening of the
premiere, when we had just
landed in New York.

riley bear
and i found out two weeks later.

sebastian
we don't even know if I'm the
father. I'm almost 100% certain
that it isn't me anyway! I wore
protection, riles I promise you.

riley bear
then why did you wait this long
to tell me?

sebastian
because of everything. Sam being
in hospital, Andrew being a tool,
you still having to live with Janie.
I've been a dick, Riley, I admit that
but I didn't want to make your life
any harder.

riley bear
I trusted you. after everything
with Andrew, I let you in and
it's gone and blown up in my
face.

sebastian
I know you feel betrayed. I don't
blame you. please just come and
meet me at the hotel and we can
talk this through.

it's been three days, bear.

riley bear
I'm staying at Chris's tonight. I
don't know if I can see you today.

sebastian
please see me soon, bear. you know
I'd never do anything to hurt you.

riley bear
I used to.
[ UNDELIVERED ]

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