I joined an art club
So that i could put your inexplicable being on paper
Although it can only be painted with colours from my dreams
Where you and I
Hold hands
I am tired of clinging to fantasy
I wake up to blackness
So harsh an end
To my ecstasy
Soon it would drive me mad
As I frantically search for you in reality
But on a vacant, ignored space in my haert
The wind howled with certainity
'He is not real!' 'He is unreal'
'An illusion no miracle can bring to life.'
But as a stubborn child intended upon rotting their teeth
I barred the corner of my heart's wisdom
And led my fanciful heart to a baleful end
It broke
Shattering the foundation of my soul
Dreams were replaced by age long nights
Every noise, every breath
An echo of my torturing loneliness
Never would you come to life
Never would you hold me tight
Never would you look into my eyes
And say 'I am yours'
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