A dream or a nightmare?

" I love you " part of the world that full of lies

Same words that break the heart of others

Three words that require no action

But now coming from your lips, heaven is in my reach.

I hear you say it atleast that's what I think

From the corner of my eye the image is unreal

You're too far away atleast out of my reach

A Distance in our hearts that cannot be reach.

Still, I can't believe

You're standing in front of me with a smile so real

I try too reach you ,you didn't reach out

It's just like always your image fade out.

I don't know what to do, don't know what to say

Should I say "I love you" or just "I hate you"

I am compelled to do something, why should I?

I am just someone a man loving you from afar

I search you always, stalking you into places

You didn't saw me, you always don't

I am just a shadow on your back,

A shadow that fade without you by my side

Your hand reached out at last

And for a second your clasping my hands

I feel it in my heart

A heat that surge through my heart

But it's just delusional

You never touched my hand never at once

It is just a dream , no it's nightmare

Cause the hands that you're holding is not mine, it's his hands of you're boyfriend.