I wait for Gerard outside my tour bus. My nerves started to kick in and I decide to light up a match. As I place the white stick between my lips. I rarely smoke and when I do it’s because I’m nervous. I’m really wondering what will happen between me and Gerard. “You know smoking is not good for your singing.” I turn around and release the smoke to Gerard’s face. “And you’re telling me.” I smirk. “How did you know I do?” Gerard asks now walking next to me.
“If I say I was a big fan. Your ego might go up.” I see the grin from the corner of my eye. “Oh you’re a fan of me?” He laugh and was about to say something else, when two girls came up to us. “Oh My Gosh. Gerard fuckin Way!” “And Bella Biersack!” I wanted to bust of laughing. “Can you sign this for us?” They handed me a notebook and the other girl handed Gerard a notebook. We both sign the notebook and traded to sign the others. I take a peek at Gerard and see a sweet smile on his face. I hand back the notebook to the girls and He does the same.
They both say thanks and left. Gerard was leading the way to this dinner down the street. I then saw a big blue sign. “Here” Gerard chirped.
Gerard open the door for me to enter. What a gentlemen. We took a seat in a booth. Gerard sat in front of me. A older looking woman around her fifty's took our orders. It was a awkward silence at first and Gerard can sense it. “I didn’t think that you wanted to go out with me again.” Gerard hesitanced. Did he really think that I was that great?
“Well I did enjoy the double date with Mikey and Ivy.” I said. He smiled but can tell he’s nervous about something. “So tell me why you dyed your hair white again.” I asked trying to talk about something. “Well I dyed my hair took look like a sick patient. In the story the patient dies and death comes to him. He then lives in his favorite memory when he was younger. That is the black parade that his father took him to.”
I was really amazed by the whole look in the story “Amazing. Just amazing” Gerard’s smile grew and bet felt proud.
*
I and Gerard were done eating and already walking back to the bus. “Thank you very much for this date.” I say to Gerard who smiles. “Thank you for going with me. I’m not really good with this whole thing” I Knew what he meant by that. Gerard is not to capable of having a girlfriend, and I’m not either. Even though I just want to be wrap around Gerard’s arms. I just can’t. I will never be the same. Never.
*
The concert was close to an end. My chemical romance were about to sing there last song. Gerard spoke on to the micophone. “To all those out there who’ve had their heart broken. This song is for you.” The piano came in with the other instrument’s joining. A heartbreak? The lyrics of the songs really understood me. It’s not until the chorus, where I knew he got this.
When you go would you even turn to say I don’t love you like I did yesterday?
Then and there I was ready to collapse. How can he do this? I ran to our tour bus making sure no one saw me. Ivy had Bruce so I knew he would be safe with her. I crash to the couch and sob. “Stupid. Stupid!” I whisper to myself. It was not until ten minutes later. When someone came in and wrap their arms around me. I look up and see Frank. Not really the person I was expecting. He wiped my tears with his thumbs and gave me a shy smile. The next part I didn’t was Frank leaning. No this can’t be happening. Our faces were so close. As are lips were about to touch the door swung open; reveal a Ray.
Thank you Ray.
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Okay so um i'm sorry about not updating! I FEEL SOO BAD!!! Trust me. I am going to change the tittle for this story to let ya know.Oh and i fan back....Comment! So um yeah..BYE!
