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Nothing seems right. Nothing seems peaceful. Life is like a heartbreak. Tears start to well in my big dark brown eyes, but they don't come out. This week has been very slow and lonley. I feel like no one wants me. No one needs me. Everyone is smiling with their perfect glowing teeth and friends joining their happeiness. I am straight face. No smile, but no sad face either. Why? Por que? I try to have a trace of a smile, but right now it's like the Mona Lisa's.
I am satisified, yet I feel like there's something missing. Something just isn't right. The first two days of the week I had the biggest grin plastered on my face. But now I'm stil sad, still alone and cold.
I try to speak to people who are my friends.
They will hear me, right?
No. Wrong.
My voice is murmered into little letters and is low. I am ignored by them as they go on talking to their friends with that big stupid smile on their faces, while I am being miserable and am suffering.
Over?
What am I suffering over, if nothing upsetting has happened this week-
Wait...changes. Changes have happened. Two that brought my smile, upside down.
My friends, two people who I loved sitting next to, I had to move away from.
Noo...this is true. I was afraid of being alone on those two days. Then on the third....fourth...and fifth day, I felt isolated from the world. No.
Not isolated.....still and yet moving.
Moving by forshadowing? Yes.
This is true. Wait.t
I am reguvinated, Strengthed.In my prison cell I was locked in for the past four days, the guards decided to free me and everything else makes me smile.
The TV
My Dad's yelling
My Mom's "OMGING"
My brothers little fake crying.
They are making me smile.
Now lets hope my smile will be out for awhile.
:)
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Just a Dreamer
RandomI'm just a Dreamer, and I want to turn my dreams into reality. The short stories of a dreaming girl who tries to define her life, one dream at a time.
