My Secret Admirer is the Campus Prince [ONHOLD]

Chapter 12: At the Beach. Meeting Adette. (Part 2)

(/A/N: This chapter is dedicated to Nikki's little sister, Nina. Thank you sa bagbabasa!)

[Ken's POV]

Si Llianna... siya ang pinaka unang girlfriend ko. Baka nagtataka kayo... My parents forced me to be her boyfriend. Sa una ayaw ko talaga sakanya kase si Aina ang gusto ko nun. Pero as time passed by, I also loved her but not the way I loved Aina. Hindi kami nag break pero ... namatay siya.

*Flashback*

Excited na ako para sa aming First Anniversary kaya naman pumuntaako sa mall para bilhan siya ng necklace na gustong gutso niya. I wanted her to be happy.

Nung nabili ko na may tumawag saakin.

Ken: Hello?

(Llianna: It's Llianna. Come to my house now.)

Ken: Okay..

Pumunta na ako agad because from the tone of her voice serious at the same time sad.

Pag pasok ko ng bahay niya, there she was sitting perfectly. Then she looked at me, she smiled but she turned away.

Ken: What's wrong?

I hugged her.

Llianna: .... I'll tell you later.

Natandaan ko yung gift na ibibigay ko sakanya.

Ken: Happy First Anniversary! Here's my gift for you!

Sinuot ko sakanya yung necklace na binili ko. Habang sinusuot ko may sinasabi ako.

Ken: Happy Anniversary Llianna, I bought this for you because I know you wanted this and you are special to me. I love you Llianna...

Llianna: T-Thank you...

Napansin kong may luha na tumulo sa kamay ko, and I saw her crying.

Ken: What's wrong? Pangit ba regalo ko sayo? May nasabi ba ako? Please don't cry.

I wiped her tears away, then she held my hand.

Llianna: Ken.... I'm sorry....

What? Bakit ba siya nagsosorry??

Ken: Why?

Llianna: I don't want to hurt you... pero kailangan mo talaga malaman... You have the right to know.

Ken: What happened?

I am worried.. Ano ba kase ang nangyari??

Llianna: I'm.... I-I'm dying..

Na shock ako, at parang iiyak na rin.

Oo kahit parang bading pakinggan pero sa totoo lang parang iiyak na ako.

Ken: Tell me this is not true.

Llianna: No matter what we do.... kahit i-deny pa natin 'to paulit ulit.... It's true... Cancer ang sakit ko stage 4 .... I have 2 weeks left.... I'm so sorry...*sobs*

I hugged her.

Ken: No... it's not your fault..... Hindi naman natin alam eh... It's just life...

Llianna: Just promise me Ken.... Forget me.... Forget me, find another... Don't cry because I'll be hurt if you do that...

I remembered Aina.... but no! Llianna... What about Llianna?

Ken: I promise you I won't cry... but I can't promise you that I would forget you.. because I can't. You have been a part of my life..

*End Of Flashback*

Yung iba diyan nag rerebelde... nagwawala.... nag iiba ang ugali.... nagiging robot. Pero ako, I chose not to be like them wala naman akong mapapala... Kahit masakit, I need to choose. No matter how big the problem or heavy it is... I need to think wisely.