she promises herself
Just once more
But she's made these promises
A thousand times before
She's hidden the blade
Away from everyone else
Somewhere she hopes to forget herself
The whole world knows that she's depressed
The whole world knows her life's a mess
What people don't understand, is the reason why
And the reason why she needs to lie
Nobody understands why she can't be truthful
And be the person she wants to be
If someone looked deep in her eyes
I wonder what they would see
Would it be a fantasy life
Or would it be reality
Only she knows the answers
But she'll never tell
The reasons that her life
Is living Hell!
