Stranger
[Her POV]
"Beautiful." Sabi niya sa akin. He made me lie on the bed. He started pulling down my underwear, he had unclasped my bra after taking off my blouse kanina. I closed my eyes kahit nakapiring pa ako. Naiiyak ako, I can't believe that I am doing this with a stranger.
I had always imagined my first time to be with the man I love with all my heart, it was supposed to be on the night of my wedding. I guess wala na ang pangarap na iyon. I felt him placed himself on top of me. He took my tied up hands and put it over my head.
"You are free to scream, I just won't tell you my name." He breathed near my ear. I bit my lower lip when he licked my lobe. Bumaba ang halik niya patungo sa leeg ko. My breathing became hard, pakiramdam ko, nasusunog ang buong katawan ko dahil sa mumunti niyang mga halik.
I gasped hard when I felt his lips sucked the skin of my bared breasts.
"Uhhh!" I couldn't help but moan. His lips started travelling down my abdomen, down and down again, until he found my sacred core, a tear escaped from my eyes when I felt him touch me there. No one had ever touched me there siya pa lang. Noon lang nag-sink in sa akin na nangyayari talaga ito. I felt him spread my legs wide, I felt his breath on my core and later on, it was his tongue I am feeling inside me.
"Ahhhhhhh!" I screamed loud. I couldn't handle what he was doing. It was as if he was agitating me in a very good way. Seconds later, I felt a tension building up inside me, it was as if I am going to explode, I got scared because of the pleasure I was experiencing, suddenly naintindihan ko kung bakit tinawang nilang SARAP ang activity na ito, it was because it felt so good, so good that I wanted to scream his name, it's just that I didn't know him.
He put a finger inside me; he thrust his finger in, while his tongue works magic. I felt heavenly.
"So wet." I heard him say. Maya-maya ay naramdaman kong hinawakan niya ang mga binti ko. Parang naka-angat na ako ngayon.
"I am going to put it in. It will be very painful." He said as if warning me. I didn't know what to expect. Napahagulgol ako nang biglain niya ako. He wasn't gentle, he was rough!
"Ouch!" I exclaimed.
"Fuck, you're so tight!" He hissed. Hindi siya kaagad gumalaw. I guess he was letting me adjust. "Fuck..." He said again. "Fuck, honey, you feel so warm, damn it!"
I don't know why but when he started moving, I felt my toes curled with so much pleasure, the pain was there, but the pleasure was overwhelming, not a moment later, I found myself sighing because of relief, moaning because of his lips and groaning because of his thing between my legs.
He was good, and something tells me that I will never regret this night, just one night with him but I am sure I will remember this for the rest of my life.
He collapsed on my body we were both catching our breath.
"That was good. Sleep tight Hannah." He said and he hug me tight.
....
When I opened my eyes to be shock that I am in a unfamiliar room, I immediately look around and saw my dress folded nicely on the right side of the bed. Dali- dali akong nagbihis at hinanap ang wallet at cellphone ko. I saw it placed in the lamp shade table together with the unfamiliar cellphone of someone. I can't remember anything that night but I still feel how sore I am down there. Fuck! I didn't know it would be this hurt! Pagkakuha ko sa cellphone, I was taken a back by what I saw on the cellphone. It was my me, on the home screen wallpaper. With a guy who I didn't recognize. Kinuha ko iyon pero naka lock.
I was thinking of some pin number, but I am afraid that it would be open, but I still pinned it. Nabitawan ko iyon ng mailagay ko ang numero ng kaarawan ko.
"Oh my god! What the hell?" Napatakip nalang ako sa bibig ko ng bigla nalang tumulo ang mga luha ko ng walang tigil.
"You're awake." Napatingin ako sa taong narinig kong lumabas ng banyo.
"Who are you?" I was shaking and my sobs are getting louder everytime.
He was stunned and I knew that there is something hidden in those gray eyed of his. Hindi ko maialis ang mga mata ko sa kanya. It's as if he's communicating within my eyes, but I couldn't understand him.
"W-who are you!!?" Sumigaw na ako dahil sa mga naiisip ko. I can't be losing myself here. I know what happened last year and I don't want to talk about it anymore. I was traumatize and I am better now. I don't want to open my past again, but this guy in front of me is nothing talking!
Iniwas na niya ang mga mata niya sa akin at nakita niya ang cellphone niya na nahulog sa sahig. He immediately get it and he stove it in his pocket. I was taken a back when he hold my hand and made me sit on the corner of the bed. He put his both calloused hands in my face and wiping my big tears and telling me to stop crying.
"I can't tell you the truth now, Baby. It's too soon." He said and we are now leaning on our each others forehead. I was still sobbing but there were no tears falling.
"W-why? Am I not supposed to know things?! I don't even know your name and yet I let you invite yourself inside me?! What the hell!?" I burst out, and quickly keeping my distance away from him.
"It's not the time yet, you're not still healed. I'm sorry, Hanby, but this is for your own good." He left me there dumbfounded and the endearment he left me.
"Hanby! please, please, please, don't leave. Fuck! No! I don't want you to leave me, please, Hanby! Don't close your eyes, Hanby! please don't."
A memory glitch inside my head when I heard him calling me Hanby.
NO!
I stood up quickly, but when I reached the doorknob I found myself having a difficult breathing. My vision started to get blurry and then I collapsed. All I saw last was him, shouting my name and calling me Hanby, and I found myself saying his name. Cameron De Luna.
