Teenage Dirtbag (Punk Niall Fan Fiction)

"Lay down for me."

Rey's POV

I woke up because I felt too hot. The sun was shining directly on the side of my face, because the curtains weren't closed. And neither was the window.

I rolled on my back to see that Niall wasn't in bed anymore. I rubbed my eyes and sat up, pulling the blanket so it would reach my shoulders.

I had no idea where Niall was, once again, so I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth. When I looked for the razorblade again, it was gone.

I wonder what it was for-I mean, I had an idea, but there was no way Niall was cutting...I mean, I never really checked his wrists.

But I was going to, from now on.

I walked back to his room and surprisingly, he was there. He was just closing the window.

"Morning.", I said scratching the back of my head.

He turned his head to look at me, then looked down at the phone in his hand.

Okay then

"Uh, so, I'm just going to change and leave now.", I mumbled awkwardly.

"See ya.", he said and sat down on the couch in front of the TV.

"Whatever."

I grabbed my stuff and walked out of the room, slamming the door behind me. I don't know why I was mad, but after a night of spooning with him (actually I didn't even know if he remained in that position or not-for all I know he probably pulled away after he was sure I was asleep) he would have the decency to say goodbye.

Three days went by without me leaving the house-except for that time when grandma asked me to go and buy cigarettes.

It was Sunday now, which meant that it was the last day of the festival, which meant that our dance gig was today, which meant that I was freaking out.

Katherine, me and the rest of the dancers arrived at the venue one hour before the show to get dressed in the clothing that was going to be given to us.

It was past 9pm, and that meant that all lights were going to be on the stage. Well great.

Katherine introduced me to everyone backstage and I failed at being social, as usual.

"So who's the act we're dancing for?", Louise asked Jerry, who was busy talking to a guy with was probably one of the crew guys with the light thingys.

Jerry turned to her.

"Jessie J.", he simply said, as if it was nothing.

"OHMYGOD.", Katherine said and started fangirling all over the place.

I smiled and was a bit upset that it wasn't Union J, but what were my chances of actually dancing for them?

"Oh hey the others are here!", she said excited and I turned around, confused of who exactly was 'others'.

My question was answered when I saw Jade, Jake, Kaylee, Ricky, Sean and of course, Niall, come in backstage.

This didn't come up when I specifically asked her who was coming this morning when we got in the cab. And are visitors even allowed backstage? No, I don't think so.

My eyes were taped to Niall's face and he looked for something around the room, before his eyes locked with mine.

He nodded in acknowledgement and all I did was roll my eyes, before I turned to talk to Jason, who apparently was also fangirling over Jessie J.