My Mate Is An Alpha? (mxm)

Chapter Four: Why Try?

Chapter four

Why Try?

Nox's POV

I woke up in my pile of furs, in the sleeping chamber, what i remember blacking out, who bring me here?, and i remembered i coughed blood, that was truly terrifying, please tell me that, that was just a dream,

"Your awake!" Nathan yelled,

"What happened luna?" I asked,

"You passed out in the cave, near the hot pools" he said with worry in his eyes,

"I remember coughing blood" i said with pain, my throat was super dry,

"Xander!, Xander!!!" He yelled,

"Yes nathan? What happened?, oh nox's awake" he said firmly with worry,

"Go sleep you need rest, will call the pack doctor" I didn't fight the tiredness i just let my self fall asleep,

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Thyrius's POV

What happened here why is nox, tired?, what happened to him, is it my fault, I won't forgive myself if it's s my fault, i kissed candice because she was my crush, and i think nox mistaken that...,

It's all my fault, i let nox, do this to him self, im such a jackass, he wake up, dad, and father, are talking to him, i peeked at the corner of the door, seeing him, sad, and tired, then my dad, told nox to sleep, they left the room, with only nox, in there,

4 Hours Later

I was walking to the sleeping chamber where nox is, i entered the room, i hold his soft hands, he was beautiful, he was like an angel, that the moon goddess bring here, now i feel guilty for doing this to him, i caressed his hands more, it was so small, i compared my hands,

Then suddenly he grab my hands, he hold it tighly, then he coughed, looking in his surroundings, he look at me, i gave him my full smile, but i was sad on the inside, so hopefully this doesn't affect my smile, he smiled too, this is my chance to say sorry, for what I've done,

"Nox..." I stated nervously,

"Im sorry i can explain" i said,

"You don't have to explain, it's not about me, it's about you and candice, she's looking for right now, you might as well leave me here" he smiled painfully,

"No i kissed his hands, your assumptions are wrong nox, candice is my crush and best friend, it's normal for us to kiss each other's cheeks and hug each other, like friends, no more, no less" i stated firmly,

He hid his reddened face to the furs, he looks so adorable doing this, i might have a cuteness overload, if he keeps doing this,

"Please can you tell me why you left the amazing cake, that i want to eat" i asked,

"Because it's just waste of my efforts thyrius, you made me wait, then you left me alone, so i just ran for it..." He said,

It's really my fault i did left him inside, while i was talking to candice, then i kissed candice in front of him, that's why he left the cake unattended, i felt so guilty, i feel sad, about doing that, he didn't finished the cake that i was waiting for, while i was looking at the cake i saw, one piece of strawberry laying on the floor,