but do they?

Enough to care?

You held back your tears

And wait till no one is there

You bring a blade, gather your courage

You bring it to your wrist with all the rage

You press it to your wrist

But you fear

You think

And see again that no one cared.

You slit and absorb the pain

And let the hurt wash over you like rain

You get up and go to the bathroom

You lock the door behind you and sit on the edge

You hand goes numb and so does your feet

You breathe heavy and your lungs seize

You think about sharing with others about how bad your condition is

But you realize there is no out there who love you enough to care

You think about the pain

and you think you are so vain

You can't breathe

So you claw your throat

You try to stand up

But the fear is too heavy

To carry out there cold

You finally get up and look in the mirror

You seem so ugly that it terrifies you

Your eyes big, glassy,

All red and filled with tears

You mouth red

Quivering with an Abandoned fear

You immediately fall and the

Panic sets in

You think about telling someone, anyone

That earn a humorless laugh

As you know none are out there

Who loves you enough to care

You lie on the floor to pass it away

After a while,

You clean yourself and hide your face

So no one can see how you felt about what they did

You walk out and get in the crowd

hoping you can hide away

Like there is a way

Your family sees you and so does you 'friends'

They laugh out loud and jokes

About how You don't care about anything

And can't feel a thing

You lie about feeling unwell

Like they know

Your condition

That is bad and severe