I'm sorry I'm probably just bugging you.... But I I don't want to loose you as a friend.... I just... I feel like I'm so easy to forget.... And I want to tell you I've gotten attached to you and I don't let myself get attached to people.... Because they leave and they forget.... And I don't want that I'm sorry I probably won't even have the courage to send this... I really miss you and I'm crying and I'm sorry this is long and I'm rambling.... Whatever I'm not going to send this so why stop.... I'm sorry.... I got attached... I don't want you to forget me... But I'm easy to forget... And you've got friends... And a life... And I'd just be a bother... I don't want to loose you... God why can't I just shut up already...
