I'm alone again... Alone with my thoughts... And it's driving me insane I miss her so much... And I know she doesn't care about me but I can't just switch off my feelings for her... She's been my best friend for the past year and hell I've kissed her... Platonically of course... But still it's enough that the thought of her makes me want to cry my breathing gets all weird and my legs and arms feel numb... I love to be alone until it gets like this with these thoughts replaying over and over again... I miss her so much. I've fallen for her and I don't know how to stop.
