im so sorry about updating been having writers block lately so if this is not what you wanted ill make the chapters longer and dramatic . btw this is the co writer jimmiah hope yall enjoy.
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i rain to my room as fast as i could without hesitation.i cant believe the one person i loved the most became a killer . i locked myself in my room cutting myself all on my arms hoping ill die but it didnt i just suffered my own pain in tears . why did this happen to me im the most determined person you would ever meet , why did it have to happen to me
Ray pov
i watched as hope ran away in fear of me . i cant believe i got a girl tehn lost her got her bck and lost her again.i ran after her and climbed in her window and watched her attempt to kill herself i flew in her room and hugged her but she just pushed away from me. i starred at her and just waited for her to look at me and when she finally looked at me i read fear in her eyes so i just kissed her forehead and walked out her room thinking she would never wanna see me in her life again
Hope pov
ray walked away from me and i heard him cry .i couldnt help but run after himand kiss him. he kissed back but pulled back and looked down.
ray- i dont think we should see eachother again
hope-why
ray-your not safe with me
hope-i dont care i just want you
ray-im sorry but you should just go with chris hes better for you
hope- no hes not
ray- THEN WHAT IS SAFE TO YOU
hope-loving YOU is
ray- but you wont survive with me
hope-i can try
ray-i dont want you to try
hope-then why did you choose me
ray-i chose you for you
hope-then why wont you keep loving me for me
ray-you could die with me and i rather not be with you than let you die because of me
hope-i can protect myself
ray- not what we're up aginst just relax and lets be seperted for a while until we are finish with some stuff
hope-fine bt promise you wont forget me
ray-i promise (he kissed my forehead) i guess this is a goodbye
hope-for now
he smiled and i couldnt help but smile back. i watched as he walked away as just ray.i walked back in the house and just thought about him until i fell asleep, what am i gonna do now
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hope yall liked this part imma write more probably daily but if i dont its probably school stuff going on so yeah hope yall enjoy
