Sunken eyes, tight skin
purple blue green yellow
where did your rosy cheeks go?
Fat ass, thunder thighs
all in good fun, just teasing
cuts, gashes, marks
bruises on white skin
where is that shining smile?
Who are you, what
absent, too busy, never focused
what's wrong? nothing
lies lies lies lies
reduced to half of yourself
Cruel world, cruel people
stupid kids, aged like adults
prey on youth
no longer naive
seen so much more
finger in your throat
pills pills pills
razor, knife, gun
blood, puke, plood
tears in your eyes
perfection never in sight
wish, want, need
it will drive you crazy
who are you?
when? where? why?
he says, she says
why listen?
who are they?
Perfect? far from
know yourself
bubbles, glitter, friends
music, dancing, love
friends are there, no?
get new friends
perfection? impossible
good enough? never
where will it stop?
100 pounds
90? 75?
run, bike, run, swim, run
don't eat, never eat
so tired, blackout
hospital room
beep beep beep
IV pills gown smell
food, eat, must eat
cry cry cry
He says, she says
freak, sick, crazy
cut, puke, starve
flatline
beeeeeeeeeeeep
