Here's a poem I wrote when i was 15 or 16 or 17.... it has too many questions of a teenage mind, a little sad, confusing poem! It was inspired by my other poem 'Hopes and Prays', which I'm not sure is worth posting here
Please let me know what you think!
A New Start?
I need to get out of here
Before I turn into a complete mess
To a place where I want to be
On the sand near the sea
I need to get out of here
Before I turn into a complete mess
But I don’t know the way to that place
How am I gonna choose the right way?
If somehow I get to the right track, let’s say
Who assures I won’t get scared the mid-way?
And if I get there somehow
The sun will come and go in its usual way
Alone I’ll watch it rise and hide
Without anyone by my side
No one to go surfing with
No one to run around the beach
Whom shall I be with under the stars at night?
Whose name am I going to call after a nightmare?
Whom shall I dance with under the moon-light?
Whom will I kiss good- night?
Sometimes it feels I’m destined to live like this
But the hope remains as if it’s a bliss
I feel cold and lonely in the heart
With hopes and dreams falling apart
Can God hear me, will he send me my angel?
Will anyone come when I call?
Will someone be there to catch my tear
Will life let me give away my heart and soul?
Or am I destined to be like this
Cold & lonely in the heart
With hopes and dreams falling apart…
- Autumn
