I want you to hurt me
I want to be reminded that I am never alone,
that hundreds of bacteria are following
that plants are alive except when they brown
I want you to fuck
every little thing that is wrong with me
I want the wallpaper to peel & drape over us
while we touch I want to
reveal the ugly parts of everything else
I want you to unzip my dress
and tongue where my spine ends
I want these moments to be enough for fairies
to permeate my intestines with glitter
so I can look pretty when you break my heart.
